I shouldn't love you,but I want you
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you,but I can't move
I can't look away
I shouldn't love you,but I want you
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you,but I can't move
I can't look away
And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop
[Chorus:]
Just so you know
This feeling's taking control of me
And I can't help it I won't sit around, I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go of you
But I don't want to I just gotta say it all
Before I go
Just so you know
It's getting hard to be around you
There's so much I can't say
Do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the other way
And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop
[Chorus]
This emptiness is killing me
And I'm wondering why I've waited so long
Looking back I realize
It was always there just never spoken
I'm waiting here...been waiting here
[Chorus]
ngah lepak sensorang lam bilik. tetiba ari nie aku cam kena gangguan perasaan skit. tu yg aku tetiba dgr lagu atas nie. tetiba jer.. like someone said to me "the memories just like a screensaver, sometimes its comes, sometimes its goes.. " kadang2 aku cuba nak elak perasaan mcm nei biar buat aku jadik tak berperasaan langsung. biar aku tak rasa sakit mcm ni. just like mmm, aku rasa cam perlu ke aku rasa cam nie or just my mind cant stop thinking for what i've being thru. some people said, no pain no game! tapi bagi aku, apa perlunye main permainan ini jika tidak mau disakiti. dah tau api itu panas kenapa perlu rasa jugak kepanasan tu. kadang2 aku tak faham dengan apa yg aku rasa. i tried to be tough but i'm too weak inside. i'm too bad in denying what i feel right now. it just that i know that i can't fight this! owh gosh!! the memories linger in my mind again and i suppose to stop it! but... can i? am i trying to push myself?or am i really want to make this things end-up like this? somebody.. please help me!
No comments:
Post a Comment